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Ruin Me With Love

by Jourdan Myers

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1.
Is this all we get? Is this all that’s left? Scraps on the table won’t get wasted And if there’s hope we’re gonna taste it It's stacking up stacking up, up above me To the left, to the right, gonna fall and crush me Can't you hear this lion roar? Help me in this lifetime or before My heart is scattered wide The pieces falling behind A voyager without an anchor I’m drifting in and out of danger It's stacking up stacking up, up above me To the left, to the right, gonna fall and crush me Can't you hear this lion roar? Help me in this lifetime or before Get your palette ready To paint a new perspective for me I might wake and finally see That you’re painting me free It's stacking up stacking up, up above me To the left, to the right, gonna fall and crush me Can't you hear this lion roar? Help me in this lifetime or before
2.
Long Days 04:14
I’m thanking God for the window where my daydreams converge Avoiding the inside where the shadows emerge And the snow falls upwards on mornings like these And the white clings to branches on what’s left of the trees Oh, long days These are long days The solstice will tell you she’s queen of the light And December is victor in a fight for the night But these are long days These are long days Yeah these are long days Oh such long days And I’ll barter the clock For a couple of hours Just to buy your return With my limited powers I will wait Long days, Ooh Long days, Ooh These are long days Until you come home Long days When will you come home?
3.
Lyin’ on my back finding faces on the cielin' Tryin’ to make excuses for the time that I am stealing And I won’t justify all the ways that I am feelin’ today, whoa Your comical appeal is the simplest illusion And when the joke’s on me I don’t find it that amusin’ But I won’t be deceived by your wiles and confusion today, whoa So push me on the playground I swear that I won’t go down You’ll hide behind your smile now But soon you will be found out You’ve singled me out as your object of affection But if you’re gonna shoot me I don’t want your attention And I won’t be a target for your fanciful invention today, whoa And just so that we’re clear, I am trying to avoid you And I don’t really care if its starting to annoy you And I won’t be to blame if I can’t really enjoy you today, whoa So push me on the playground I swear that I won’t go down You’ll hide behind your smile now But soon you will be found out I know you’re on the rebound And huntin’ like a bloodhound You’re swingin’ for the fence now But boy you’re gonna strike out Your infatuation’s elementary I wish that schoolyard bell would just start to ring Recess has become my worst enemy But newsflash boy: I’ll never like a bully So push on the playground I swear that I won’t go down You’ll hide behind your smile now But soon you’ll be found out, whoa I know you’re on the rebound And huntin’ like a bloodhound You’re swingin’ for the fence now But boy you’re gonna strike out So push me on the playground I swear that I won’t go down You’ll hide behind your smile now But soon you’ll be found out, whoa I know you’re on the rebound And huntin’ like a bloodhound You’re swingin’ for the fence now But boy you’re gonna strike out
4.
Firelight 03:15
I saw you by the firelight and in your eyes danced a flame Secrets in the midnight unveiled by your steady gaze Who could resist such a threat? I don’t think I will regret Sitting by the firelight compelled by your blaze Oh, dance me with your eyes Sing me with your song Drown me in your flood Oh, burn me with your fire Quench my one desire Ruin me with love I heard you by the firelight and your words were a maze Secrets in the midnight that lingered with every phrase Captured in every breath Whispers of intimate depth Uttered by the firelight setting my heart ablaze Oh, dance me with your eyes Sing me with your song Drown me in your flood Oh, burn me with your fire Quench my one desire Ruin me… I want you in the night I want you in the day I want you in the sun and moon and rain I want you in the joy I want you in the pain Come let us dance our lives away Oh, dance me with your eyes Sing me with your song Drown me in your flood Oh, burn me with your fire Quench my one desire Ruin me with love Ruin me...
5.
The Fight 05:39
There’s a battle tonight Its gonna cost a life My will and the lies Demand a fight Shaking my fist I’ve had enough, that’s it The limit I’ve hit Yeah, I’m gonna fight Defeat is assured But I’m taking up my sword I’m going down Yeah, I’m going down Charging up the hill And advancing with a yell, whoa I’m goin’ for the kill Yeah, I’m gonna fight Defeat is assured But I’m taking up my sword I’m going down Yeah, I’m going down The clash will be loud But I will stand my ground I’m going down Yeah, I’m going down So I broke down the doors Set fire to the room And I found you I found you I tore through the guard Ignoring my doom And I fought you I fought you I fought you in the night And you won A fatal wound to pride And it was done I fought you in the night And you won And you spared my life And it was done
6.
Wanderlust 04:31
My heart beats on a bullet train Runnin’ so fast can’t get off again Rabbit trails around every bend And I can’t untwist what’s crooked Just a kink along a paperclip Or a kite that’s twistin’ in the wind There’s a ball and chain around my leg The chisel and gang’s my only friend Wanderlust Wanderlust Drippy faucet pouring down the drain And the hand runs ‘round the clock again Just a letter that is never read And I chase dead leaves blowin’ in the wind Tie me up with dreams by the basketful Like a smile that leaves the truth untold Wrap my arms around paralysis With a lock and key upon my lips Wanderlust Wanderlust Wanderlust Wanderlust Restless heart, oh Don’t beat on down the road Get lost on that lonely road Restless heart, wait You will turn into gold You will turn into gold In a fog these clouds keep rollin’ in All I used to know seems so foreign In the white-out I can hear your voice To the right or left, I have a choice Wanderlust Wanderlust Wanderlust Am I lost? Wanderlust, wanderlust Don’t beat on down the road Get lost on that lonely road Wanderlust, wait You will turn into gold You will turn into gold Wanderlust Wanderlust Wanderlust Wanderlust
7.
Mountains rise as we descend You own the climb with every bend And in your eyes, a gentle whisper Will suggest that it's still winter Below the fall you place your hand You’re reaching out to every man And in your heart, a gentle rhythm Will suggest that you'll deliver You will come, you will come to us And you will speak, you will speak to us With your voice of silver That washes out every doubt You ascended as you spoke We're on our knees and full of hope We will gasp for air and light As we grasp for your delight You will come, you will come to us And you will speak, you will speak to us With your voice of silver That washes out every doubt
8.
Tears 05:19
Do my tears touch the broken or do they land upon my tissue Just to dry up for the 100th time? Does my heart reach the needy or is it beating Just to see another screen showing a picture of a child? Whoa, whoa Do my hands feed the orphan or do they gather empty treasures Just to burn up at the end of time? Do my feet march for justice or do they shuffle through their ranks Leaving shackles on the empty and deprived? What if I lived my life so they won’t die? Do my ears hear the mourning or do they deafen to their cries Just to be tickled by what’s sweet and nice? Do my eyes seek the hidden or am I blinded by a vision That permits my ignorance to suffice? What if I lived my life so they won’t die? We all share the same poverty We’re lost in our depravity But if he can show us mercy Then why can’t we meet the need Of our brothers and our sisters? Whoa, whoa
9.
End of Me 03:37
You make me swoon You give me something to lose Tie a string ‘round my finger Just to see if it lingers You make me plead You give me something to need My withered emotions Mark my hinging devotion You could be everything You could be my buried treasure You could be the end of me My greatest pain or my greatest pleasure Too vast to measure Once I was blinded and free I cared less that I couldn't see But the risks that we take Oh, they shake me awake And now I can’t get back to sleep You make me pay Oh, its costly to stay If I reside in your village Will I receive any privilege? You could be everything You could be my buried treasure You could be the end of me My greatest pain or my greatest pleasure, oh You could be everything You could be my buried treasure You could be the end of me My greatest pain or my greatest pleasure Too vast to measure
10.
Dusty Roses 03:23
It’s your shabby chic, vintage teak Your favorite decorations Are DIY and faded things Chandeliers and porcelain Your peony, puffy sheets And whitewash woven carpet Your table’s always set for tea In your studio apartment But one thing I can’t help but observe Is you’ve got dead flowers in every corner This fixation has me concerned Get those flowers out and your life in order Dusty roses are out on display Singing melodies of ancient pain You’ve got to throw those dusty roses away And put new flowers in their place And move o - o - o - o - on And move o - o - o - o - on You swear, one of a kind, big blue eyes Your heart is his forever But he is gone and in a song With nothing left to sever The ornaments of past romance Have reached their expiration These thorns are in your side Why the hesitation? One thing that you have to admit Is if you throw him out, girl, you won't regret it Dusty roses are out on display Singing melodies of ancient pain You’ve got to throw those dusty roses away And put new flowers in their place And move o - o - o - o - on And move o - o - o - o - on
11.
Be Here 04:29
Can I hear your song tonight Your loving presence near The quietness of your perfect love That gently casts out fear Ah, ah Ah, ah Can I feel your touch tonight That caused the deaf to hear To lift the burdens of this life And give me yours to bear You will be here when I call you You will say, “Dear, I am holding, holding you.” Ah, ah Ah, ah Will you hear my prayer tonight My soul’s desire please meet For the glory of the Son To make my joy complete You will be here when I call you You will say, “Dear, I am holding, holding you.” Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah Ah, ah
12.
Slow Motion 04:58
Wait, put the systems on hold Wait, gotta carry this load Wait, gotta pack up my bags Wait, gotta gather my past To go, on the tracks I’ll travel alone With the train’s whistle blowin’ in Slow motion, slow motion Take, gotta take it away Bring the memories on that train Forget all I ever desired The images of a wanted life move in Slow motion, slow motion They will fade, they will fade, they will fade They will fade, they will fade, they will fade Away, away Away, away Slow motion, slow motion Come take away all I know Come take away all that’s left Come take away all I know Come take away and leave me in Slow motion, slow motion

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Minneapolis singer/songwriter Jourdan released her second album Ruin Me With Love, a complex work that showcases Myers' signature sound, drifting from alternative to avant-garde with her lilting voice, layered lyrics, and haunting melodies. Produced by Matt Patrick (Greycoats, John Mark Nelson) at The Library Recording Studio, Ruin Me With Love is the collaboration of exquisite talent between Patrick, Myers, and her gifted musicians. The eclectic collection centers around the universal theme of human longing. “There will never be a time when all our desires and needs have been met; we won’t escape the struggle on this side of life. Whether you long for a person, a different situation, or a new beginning, the condition of yearning is captured in these songs.”

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released September 9, 2014

Produced, Engineered and Mixed by Matt Patrick at the Library Recording Studio in Minneapolis, MN // thelibraryrecordingstudio.com

Mastered by Greg Reierson at Rareform Mastering, Minneapolis, MN

Photography by Will Keeler // willkeeler.com

Design by Matthew Custar, Minneapolis, MN

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